and I really feel like I'm losing my best friend

it looks as though, you're letting go

College has been a whirlwind of things. You meet people. You make friends. You lose people - to death, or transfers, or even... just because.
And I think its the last thing that hurts the most.
It hurts to lose someone because... you just lose them. And there is not alot you can really do to get them back. It hurts especially when they were one of your closest friends, and then... whatever happened, they just fell away.

There is a lot of hurt I hold towards you - from the things you said and the way you acted. But I'm trying to forgive. And you? You just don't even try. I feel like I'm the only one who ever tries. And honestly, it hurts me to say this, but why should I waste my time?