we collide for one embrace, so

It's the cruelest joke to play
I'm so high, i run in place
Only a line, we separate, so

Can you believe I'm 21 and already well on my way to being the only single girlfriend left? What is this nonsense? At least, most of my girl friends back home are in serious relationships/engagements that are ending in me wearing some bridesmaidy creation, cursing my skin tone for not being tan enough, and taking shots in the back of the church so I don't have to feel anything through the ceremony.

Kidding. I'm really happy for them - they totally deserve love and a beautiful life with someone.

And then I think - don't I do, too?

I keep on playin our favorite song
I turn it up while you're gone
It's all i got when you're in my head and you're in my head so i need it

Of course, that would require me actually finding someone to be in a functional relationship with - and separately those tasks are hard enough for me, but together? Good luck! I'll be 40 and still checking out the cabana boys.

And maybe that's not a bad thing. My body will never be destroyed by pregnancy; I'll never have to worry about balancing two bank accounts; I can have the whole bed to myself every night.

Although, I don't like having the whole bed to myself. I sleep better with someone there.

You're the only thing i've got that i can't seem to get enough
We collide for one embrace, so

Hurry up & wait forever
Hurry up & wait for forever